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[ Sunday, July 10th, 2005 | 2:56pm ] ewww im going to be in San Diego monday- friday. grr this is lame i dont wanna leave =[ &heatrs; 2 say we're still going strong.

[ Tuesday, July 5th, 2005 | 12:04pm ] Whoa man i havent updated in like 45645156456126465 years. anyways lifes pretty good right now (ex. the boy thats breaking my heart. blahhh but he can go die=]) summers tight, hanging out with friends and partying =] and yeah thats pretty much all i have to say. I love you ♥ 2 say we're still going strong.

[ Saturday, April 23rd, 2005 | 6:28pm ] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | nb ridaz-notice me ] wow, i love it how guys always seem to break my heart... if you still have feelings for me just tell me and dont leave me hanging like this. im not going to wait forever </3 6 say we're still going strong.

[ Friday, April 15th, 2005 | 5:02pm ] [ mood | blah ] [ music | mariah carey- we belong together ] yeah this weekend is pretty much gonne be the longest weekend of my life. ohh wait just kididng i have no life because the love of my life has gone camping and has left me FOREVER, my BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE is doing other stuff, and im basically grounded for no reason. wow this is LAMEEE. <3 say we're still going strong.

BITCHHHHH. [ Wednesday, April 13th, 2005 | 5:22pm ] [ mood | angry ] rumors are as fake as the people who start them. i fucking hate it when people what to pick a fight with you because their bored with their life and they use an excuse like oh i heard that you were talking shit. fuck you bitch if i have shit to talk all say it to your face. so stop saying that i fucking talk shit because i dont. k, your just waisting your time. & if you really have no life to pick fights with people then go waist your time on someone who fucking cares. k thanks. 4 say we're still going strong.

[ Friday, April 1st, 2005 | 12:03pm ] [ mood | sad ] [ music | jlo- hold you down ] k yeah know what. i want to go back to chaparral. everyone is saying i fucking changed. and i know i have. mesa has changed me A LOT. && if i could go back then shit, i would be back in a heart beat. i miss all of my friends & i feel like half of them dis-like me now. i feel like i cant act myself around them & i dont like that. i just wish everything would go back to how it used to be when i was there. =[ i would give anything to go back.... 6 say we're still going strong.

[ Friday, March 25th, 2005 | 12:52pm ] HELLO KIDS. i am sitting here with the love of my life hailey ashley. k i love her more then i will ever love you in a million years. ya i know your jealouse so just deal with it. shes my bestfried forever no matter what even when we have to eat orage chicken. alright so go cry about it k. yeah bye <33333333333333333333333333333 4 say we're still going strong.

life's prettyyyy gooooood. =D [ Sunday, March 20th, 2005 | 3:27pm ] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | MTV....spring break <333 ] yeahhhh. well im sick right now =[ and its pretty funny because my voice makes me sound like im a little chipmunkkkk. and i got my report card todayyyy. i got 3 D's 2 B's and 1 A. yeah its not that great but atleast i didnt get any F's. and suprisingly im not grounded =] <3 5 say we're still going strong.

im bored and i had nothing else to do. [ Friday, March 18th, 2005 | 8:21pm ] [ mood | awake ] [ music | natalie..going crazyy ] Last Cigarette: dont smoke cigarettes Last Kiss: todayy Last Cry: yesterday Last Library Book Checked Out: idk i forgot Last Movie Seen In a Theatre: Hitch Last Book Read: iuno Last Cuss Word Uttered: fuck Last Beverage Drank: sprite Last Food Consumed: dinner Last Phone Call: haileyy <33 Last TV Show Watched: the inferno Last Time Showered: today Last Shoes Worn: converse Last CD Played: my chemical romance Last Soda Drank: sprite Last Thing Written: a note to briana Last Words Spoken: derek, just go away k thanks. Last Sleep: this morning Last IM: brian Last Sexual Fantasy: mmmmk? Last Ice Cream Eaten: rocky road Last Time Wanting to Die: 2 days ago Last Lipstick: dont wear lipstick Last Time Dancing: last thursday Last Show Attended: i dont even know Last Big Car Ride: last summer when we went to vegas Last Crush: michael Last Annoyance: my brother Last Disappointment: myself Last Time Scolded: last time what? Last Shirt Worn: hailey's pink tanktop Last Web Site Visited:livejournal Piercings 1. How many piercings do you have? 4 2. What gauge are your various piercings? idk 3. What's your favorite piercing of yours? i dont have a favorite 4. Do you want anything else pierced? yupp 5. What would you NOT get pierced? ??? idk 6. Who's your favorite pierced celebrity? i dont know 7. Have you ever pierced something yourself? nopee 8. What do you think of stretched earlobes? not my thing 9. What do you think is the most over-done piercing? in between your nose. thats fucking nasty and it makes you look like a cow 1. How many tattoos do you have? none 2. What would you like to get a tattoo of? idk myabe a heart or a star or something 3. What is the most time you'd spend in one tattoo session? ive never gotten a tatoo so i dont know 4. Would you trust your best friend to give you a tattoo? yeah i guess 5. What do you think of sleeves [full arm tattoos]? nahhhh 6. Who is your favorite tattooed celebrity? your mom 7. Would you get a tattoo on your chest or booty areas? if i really wanted to. 8. What's the biggest diameter, in inches, you would get as a tattoo? idk 9. What do you think is the most over-done tattoo design? dont really know NUMBER OF... :x: piercings = 4 :x: tattoos = 0 :x: height = 5'5 :x: shoe size = 8 1/2 :x: hair color = brown & red with blonde highlights. :x: siblings = 3 FOR OR AGAINST... :x: long distance relation= against :x: using someone= against :x: suicide = against :x: killing people = against :x: teenage smoking = fine with it :x: doing drugs = against :x: driving drunk = against :x: gay/lesbian relati= For :x: soap operas = um idk i dont watch those HAVE YOU... :x: ever cried over a girl = yeah i might of :x: ever cried over a boy = HECK YEAH :x: ever lied to some = yes :x: ever been in a fist fight = yeah :x: ever been arrested = nope :x: shampoo do you use= garnier fructisse :x: shoes do you wear = etnies & converse :x: are you scared of = the dark? idk. NUMBER... :x: of times I have been in love? 2 or 3 times :x: of times I have had my heart broken? way to many to count :x: of hearts I have broken? idk :x: of girls I have kissed? 3 :x: of boys I have kissed? a lot :x: of drugs taken illegally? 2 :x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? 2 :x: of people I consider my enemies? i have a lot of enemies. :x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? none :x: of scars on my body? alot :x: of things in my past that I regret? may things. half of them are because of the sdtupid person that i am. 6 say we're still going strong.

i love haileyy joaneeeee ashleyyyy =] [ Sunday, March 13th, 2005 | 3:42pm ] [ mood | bored ] [ music | hate it or love it. ] k, this weekend = THE BEST WEEKEND OF MY LIFE. friday my mom took me & hailey to go and get our eyebrows waxed. then me & hailey went walking to taco bell and I SAW MY SON! yes he is the cutest thing in the world. he is even cuter then you so you just have to deal with it! k thanks. then i spent the night at her house. yeah i basically live there. saturday i had a softball game and then after that me and hailey came home & got ready. then we were at the park with michael<33333, andrew, chris, & larry. yes i would have to say it was pretty funnn ;) and today, we really didnt do much of anything. just went to taco bell again because we are fattys like that, michael & andrew meet us there, and we just hungout. then hailey had to leave. wow, i love michael more then i love you!  yeah you better beleieve it. <333333 7 say we're still going strong.

i fucking love this song. [ Thursday, February 24th, 2005 | 5:42pm ] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | Akon- lonely. ] damn. i just heard a really good & depresssing song. akon- mr. lonely. it remindes me of my little sweetheart =D. i remember he was listening to this song when i was talking to him on the phone and i started crying. wow i wonder if things would be different if we never broke up and were still together.& if things would of gotten more serious between us. i cant beleive how much i loved him. its almost hard to beleive that i could love someone so much like i loved him.and im pretty sure theres still feelings inside of me for him. shit idk =/ without you in my life, im so lonely.   <3 10 say we're still going strong.

[ Monday, February 21st, 2005 | 5:33pm ] [ mood | cold ] [ music | jojo-not that kinda girl ] well here i am sitting here listening to the rain. wishing something exciting would happen in my life soon. =/ My 3 day weekend = MY MOST BORINGEST 3 DAY WEEKEND EVER. oh well. thats just life i guess.   <3 2 say we're still going strong.

seriosly guys. [ Saturday, February 19th, 2005 | 4:06pm ] [ mood | sad ] [ music | frankie j- obsession ] i want him backkkkkkk! <3 8 say we're still going strong.

i love you. [ Saturday, February 12th, 2005 | 1:42pm ] [ mood | bored ] [ music | omarion -o ] mmk. does someone wanna do a layout for me cuz ive had this one for a while and its starting to get boring. <33333 2 say we're still going strong.

[ Sunday, February 6th, 2005 | 11:18am ] [ mood | tired ] [ music | 50 and Olivia-the candy shop ] [01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you. [02] I will then tell you what song/BAND reminds me of you. [03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise. [04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you. [05] Put this in your journal. <3 8 say we're still going strong.

i dont think i like you. [ Wednesday, January 26th, 2005 | 6:19pm ] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | the killers-mr. brightside ] i think im about ready to start over. i want to promote and everything but i seriously fucking hate school. like really i hate school. i could fucking bomb all the schools in the world and i would be laughing while i was doing it. but the only way i can promote is if i get good greades. like really good grades. and i think i need to start working harder in school cuz im scared im not going to promote to high school. so heres what im going to do..im really going to focus on school now more then anything. even though its going to be hard like a mother im going to have to do it. ugh, i hope i can go through with it. but its always easier said then done. =/ anyone agree? <3 bre 12 say we're still going strong.

ughhhhhh [ Sunday, January 23rd, 2005 | 6:54pm ] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | natalie-going crazy ] idk about this anymore. =/ 2 say we're still going strong.

go kill yourself [ Monday, January 17th, 2005 | 7:06pm ] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | chingy and jannet jackson-dont worry ] I L O V E Y O U !    im bored and hyper and i had nothing else to do. <333 8 say we're still going strong.

=[? [ Sunday, January 9th, 2005 | 3:53pm ] [ mood | crappy ] I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh Every day of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid   i miss him so much you guys don't even know </3 14 say we're still going strong.

i love ryan. [ Wednesday, January 5th, 2005 | 11:02am ] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | omarion...O ] yeah, i didnt go to school today cuz my mother told me to stay home. i seriously want to go back to chaparral. Mesa is LAME. i dont like it there. yeah i think i might just go walk around and go to someone's house cuz i have nothing better to do. <333 4 say we're still going strong.

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